Wednesday, March 16, 2011

You Still Believe In Me

It's been a really long time since I last blogged. I miss it. But then every time I come on here to blog about something, I can't think of anything to say... the times when I have something to say, I'm never near a computer or in a position where I could blog.

Okay, how 'bout some awesome song lyrics. As in, 'awesome song' lyrics. Not awesome 'song lyrics'.

You Still Believe In Me
by the Beach Boys

I know perfectly well
I'm not where I should be
I've been very aware
You've been patient with me

Every time we break up
You bring back your love to me
And after all I've done to you
How can it be
You still believe in me

I try hard to be more
What you want me to be
But I can't help how I act
When you're not here with me

I try hard to be strong
But sometimes I fail myself
And after all I've promised you
So faithfully
You still believe in me
I wanna cry

I love the Beach Boys. They're so awesome. Just listen to the song.

They're just so good. I mean, just look at this album art.
Look at this old school photog. It's so good!!!
Traditional and yet SO effective!!! 

Seriously, these photos are all so sweet. Not to mention Don't Worry Baby is one of my all time favourite songs. It's just so... good!!! Sorry, I keep using triple exclamation points, hey.

It just occurred to me how I'm not talking to anybody. As far as I know, no one reads my blog, and yet I go on talking and telling like I'm actually conversing with someone or advising someone on music or something. I don't know. Sounds kinda dumb.

I've always had this funny wish to be like, a famous blogger, but I guess the problem with that is that I'm not all that interesting. I just kinda... talk about crap, hey. It's like... sometimes I used to blog just 'cause I felt like I should, and so drivel came out and ended up on my blog being dead boring... Maybe I should find a purpose for my blog. You know, review books or movies or cds or... something. I don't know. People do that, right? I don't know. I guess I should find something to do. I like blogging, but what's the point if I'm gonna be boring and no one's going to read it?

Anyway. Hope you like the song. Listen to it again, just for good measure.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Mr. B

My boyfriend's the best.
Seriously. He's like, the best.
I don't know how to explain it. He understands me, which is a start... and it's strange, because that's... rare, I guess is the word. Not many people do understand me, and I didn't expect to find someone like him. Not now. As in, at this point in my life. It's weird.

But I like it. Good timing God.
And thank you.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010


School photos today. Hooray. Who doesn't love school photos, ey?

So, I've been observing how everyone cares so much about what they look like for photos. It's pretty funny. Everyone did their hair all special (okay, I admit, including me) and one of my friends has been getting all annoyed as people draw on her. (She brings it upon herself, really.) Even yesterday, at our Athletics Day, everyone was worried about getting sunburnt (yes, also me) so that they didn't look funny in their photo today. The forward thinking to a simple photo is pretty funny. But anyway, it's time for photos. So I'm off.

Hope my hair looks okay.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Drama Period 4


What makes a home? Well, to me, it's not particularly a phsyical place, but then, maybe it is, more than I realise.

Because when I'm away, overseas, not here, I feel 'homesick'. I want to be here, and I'm not. I miss it here. Is this home? This physical place of home? I miss my bed, and my pillow and the smell of my room. I miss it. I miss it now, and I'm only at school. I'll be 'home' this afternoon, and I miss it. Sure, I miss people too, but right now, that's not what I'm longing for. I long for my home. My bed, my room, the warm smells, the pleasant light. I don't know what home is. I don't know where it is.


Monday, March 8, 2010


Sometimes I miss the old days. You know, back when homework was like, three pages of Maths and English and Science altogether. Back when ABC was the best thing ever, and boys were just stupid and totally not worth it. (Okay, I admit it, I've never really felt that way about boys...)

But you know, back when you could sit around and watch stuff all day and you wouldn't get in trouble for not doing any housework or homework or... you know, other stuff that you have to do now.

Back when I thought you weren't allowed to kiss till you're married and that 'crap' was a terrible swear word.

Back when life was easy, simple. Easier than this anyway. Before things got hard, confusing, so overloaded... back when I didn't get distracted from going to bed by my blog, just 'cause I feel like I have to express myself.

Back when I wasn't a teenager and I didn't have all these crappy (I know, I said a swear) emotions going on.

Back when a TV show couldn't upset my whole life perspective on a bad day.

Don't you hate it when main characters die? And then everything just sucks for a while? And then like, you wait for it all to turn great, but it takes forever.

Yeah. Me too.

I'm gonna go read Hitch Hiker's Guide To The Galaxy: Mostly Harmless now.

Thursday, March 4, 2010


Love is strange, isn't it?

I mean, the emotion seems so simple, so easy, like, this is how I feel and that's that. But the action. The action is much harder. Because it forms this whole other LEVEL of Love (the emotion) which ends up making things just hurt an awful lot. Because you hurt when they hurt, and sometimes that's a lot, especially if you Love a lot of people that deeply, that carefully. There are so many people in my life that make me hurt when they hurt (not that it's their fault) because I Love them. I really, truly Love them. But I know that that's not always enough... as a human, sometimes I mess up HUGELY. I just really suck sometimes.

So what is Love then?

I'm stumped. Anyone?

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Episode V

Try not. Do or do not. There is no 'try'.

My sister and I have been watching Star Wars in the last few weeks, and we've finally made it to the original trilogy. We've been amazed at how much better the older movies are, despite the crap graphics and ridiculous nature of the films. Yoda, especially, has been ruined in the newer films in the series, and his tendency to speak backwards sentences has been turned into a comic and ridiculous joke. In the old movies, however, he spouts many wise sayings just like the one above, and he is actually the wise character they try to make him out to be in the newer films.

It's such a shame what George Lucas has done to this fantastic character. I miss the old Yoda and the old George Lucas. Who's with me?