Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Mind Your Ps and Qs.

If you're 'together' are you dating? Or are you boyfriend and girlfriend? Or are you just 'together'?
(I would love it if whoever reads this would answer this question for me as they see fit.)

Monday, September 22, 2008


Dear Bloggy Blog Blog,
I have another, amazingly cute/ugly nephew! His name is Archer Patrick Loftis, and he makes the funniest faces!
I wish I could show you some photos. But I don't have any.

Friday, September 19, 2008

I Saw Three Ships...

All of the sudden, I feel the passion to start blogging regularly again, whether I have the time or not. You know, making time for it like I used to. It lets me be me. I mean, I'm not trying to hide anything when I blog, I'm just writing what comes to my head. And that's exactly the kind of vent I need. And that's why I've been so stressed in the last few months and so tense about things. Because I've had no way to vent my thoughts and they've all been bottling up in me. So from now on I'll make time to blog. Yeah?
Well, hopefully.

On another note, I'm really happy. But at the same time, I'm really scared. How does that work? I don't know. Ask me in a couple months and I'll tell you. But not now.

I think he might be sick of me...
Whoops. *Sigh.* That would suck.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I was thinking, overthinking...

So there's this total point of confusion (the fine line between disorganisation and insanity (concerning the thoughts) in case you didn't know) where I'm standing now. And it's... Interesting. You know? Kind of exciting. I don't know what will happen just around the corner. What decisions will I make? Will they be the right ones or the wrong ones? What will the consequences be? And will everything be completely screwed because I'm in a high state of confusion?

Well, I guess we'll have to wait and see. And that, my friend, is the fun of it all. Where's the adventure in life if no one ever takes risks? But where's the maturity in life if people do? Choices. Wow. We make choices every moment of our lives. Whether we'll take the next step, type the next word, breathe our next breath. It's a choice. No matter how much people pretend they have no say over some things... It's all a choice.

Life is full of choices... No one ever mentions fear.

Fear is part of the right now. I think we all fear something, all of the time. That we'll do the wrong thing, take the wrong turn... Make the wrong decision. But maybe... Maybe it's time we stopped being afraid. Maybe we need to wise up and, instead of being afraid, don't rush into anything. So we don't have time to be afraid... In the opposite sense. We'll think about it so much that we won't need to be afraid anymore.

I know this isn't making much sense to you all right now but... Like I said, I'm confused. But I think the best cure for Confusion is... Overthinking actually.
(So there, Mr. You're-Such-An-Over-Thinker! *Sticks out tongue at you.*)

Saturday, September 6, 2008

The Lake District

Wow. I haven't posted in a long time. I feel sort of... Detached from everything. It's weird. I mean, a friend of mine reminded me the other day that I haven't posted in yonks, and to be honest it's just because I've been so busy I've hardly been on the Internet...
Aren't these just beautiful. Maybe one day I'll live here... Maybe, one day.